Thankful


Good evening everybody!
Life those last two weeks was quite difficult, but quite surprising as well. 
But I'm not here to talk about the chaos of thoughts that overcrowd my mind. Today I want to talk about the moments that made my heart beat for the joy. 
Sometimes I feel like the people who are around me don't know how much I appreciate whatever they do for me. And with this I don't mean that I'm only thankful for the big things. Above all the small attentions are what make me feel loved.
So here is to everybody who is making me a happy person.
The first voice on this list is my family. 
Whenever we are together, my life seems just easier. With them by my side I don't worry about who I am and who I have to become anymore. They make me feel perfect as I am and invincible. Two days ago I read a quote which was saying that family is the place where the life starts and love never ends. And as I look at the picture of our holidays, our smiles in those photos, I'm sure that as long as I have them I will always be happy. 
So I want to thank my family for the endless love they give me and the enormous amount of patience they have.
Right after my family, friends appear on the list. 
Friends.
This word is quite a controversial one for me. 
I used to believe that friendship had to be that perfect relationship of love and mutual support. In other words: I've always idealized it. 
But recently I've come to a conclusion. Like everything in life, and especially all the voices belonging to the relationships chapter, it can not be perfect. 
This brought me to reevaluate a lot of relationships that if I still followed the first definition, I could not refer to as "friendships".
And I'm really proud to say that at the moment I have friends everywhere I've been. With lot of them I have shared a lot of experiences, that will always be good memories and others are newer but not less important and loved. I can't thank all of you here because I'm not sure I can remember you all and making a list it's stupid, because you are not just numbers in my heart. But I want to tell you that you are amazing and I'm lucky to have you in my life. 
And then there is everybody who reads what I write. I can just say that when I started this blog almost an year ago (wow time goes by so fast!!) I could not imagine being able to reach people from around the globe who can understand my feelings. And so thank you, because you make me feel like I'm not and will never be alone.